While I was on my way to Angie's place, I almost fell, and almost get myself into a car accident. Thoughts of whys.
Met up with JoannaWong at 4, at BishanJ8. Got stuff for the encounter people, and went to Macs, to get their cards done. JoannaHeng joined us later. Rushed down to YishunMrt, and met the peeps there. Got ready our, R-E-G-I-O-N-D banner, and ta-dahhhh! But, the response was dead. All looked away. -.- Handed them the gifts, and response was still dead. Except the fact that Celine actually got the initiative to come give me a "thankyou" hug la. (: So yes, Congratulations, Celine, Kahwai, Desmond (: Headed to dinner with them, and I left to Angie's place after.
I wouldn't say today was awesome, cause it seriously wasn't. All that came up to me, all at one shot. Hoping I could go home, and forget all about it, but didn't know I got shot even more. Sat at the dinner table with Mum&Dad. And felt momo rolling down my cheeks. Im kinda sick of the swirls&twirls that comes out from her everytime. I thought of God, of how He has died for me on that cross, telling me again and again, "Ive not forsaken you." My heart gave way.
Have I been genuine to myself? Telling them the things stuck in my head, saying the things unsaid. Hundred thousand words, could not explain, why we are leaving somethings unsaid.
I always need my brother here with me, when I get times like that. "WAOLAO, EMO KID SIAL" Hahahahaha.
Jolin burped uber disgustingly, infront of me. "Eh. Stop burping la." "How can I stop burping." Wah. Logical sial, Jolin. *Claps. Hahahahaha.
